It has touched you to walk in dubious, questionable places, it has touched you to be very quiet, to be on tiptoe to win "something", you have to take advantage of the small opportunities, because if there is no future. He thinks he's doing it, and he starts slowly filling the boxes, the questionnaires, the expectations, it's not all lost, he goes on, he goes on and doesn't give up love, he doesn't release any intention in his life, on the contrary, he grabs them harshly not to fall into the ravine, because he's not at home, because nobody is standing against the earth if he takes a big hit. It goes on, it has no other way. Go ahead, you say ahead, you'll do it, everything will go well, you're doing your journey, "creating and creating our opportunity without resting." You do everything, you give everything, "Waiting for the miracle," but not. Almost, but not. You don't arrive, "for the next one, thank you very much, yours is the merit!" They tell you, but -- no. Meanwhile, you think of yourself "shit! ". I've done something wrong, my attitude, well, quiet, it's not for you, yours will come, trust.

So royalty gives you a little bit of jaw, you've been piled up in your head the things you missed a few years ago, no guilt; you see, of course, in Basque culture there is also hegemony and that's being burdened. But it's not new, you know, what a fool you've been! What makes you think that, think that another reality here would be possible? It is happening in all the peoples, economic, political and cultural power are very centralised, although you are Basque, you do not come and do not intend to be Basque at first. See if the second-class Basque… yes! Am I a third-class Basque? And then you feel like you're in school, like when the teacher said, "You've overcome exactly, but for the next one..." And you're standing on the periphery, struggling in sweating, and yet, you make a sweet smile like nothing happens.

In your intimacy, depressed, you go through situations and suddenly you get questions, you're empty, you can't do more, you ask yourself what meaning your life has if you don't believe it, if you don't develop your creativity and your capabilities, if you're not. And day and night, you breathe, you pray, you do everything, but it's not enough. Your efforts are not enough, you are not enough in this gear, you are not prolific for the system.